Pears and Pinot Grigio

Pears and Pinot Grigio

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Imbolc

Imbolc on the Celtic calendar is usually celebrated on February 2. "Imbolc" comes from the Gaelic "oimelc," which means “milk.” Some animals begin to lactate about this time of year, hence the name. The sun has begun its gradual ascent from the shortest day of the year, when she is at her lowest point in the sky. The days now slowly continue to grow longer, and by the time of Imbolc we are half way between the Winter Solstice or Yule and the Spring Equinox or Ostara. 
 
Many of our ancestors lived in more northerly areas than we do now and they often endured longer, harsher winters than the relatively milder ones we may have now. To see just what I mean, next time you are around a globe, find where your location is, (for most of our readers, this is in North America) and follow the latitude to the eastern hemisphere. Compare the latitude where your ancestors came from to where you are now. If you’ve never noticed before, see how much farther north most of Europe is compared to the latitudes of much of the United States.   
Also, a greater proportion of our ancestors were involved in agriculture in some degree, or in other industries directly or indirectly related to raising, gathering, harvesting or making food, clothing, tools or other items of necessity. Regardless of how they survived, none of them had many of the amenities or conveniences we often take for granted. They were directly subject to the forces of nature far more than many of us are now. Because of this our ancestors were compelled to be more attuned to the cycles of nature, as those cycles affected their crops, food gathering, and very survival. As Imbolc approached they keenly learned to observe the gradual changing of the seasons and the slow advance towards spring. They gauged their food supplies, rationing for the rest of the season until new crops in field and woods could be and harvested. The birthing of animal stock brought welcomed milk and cheese to the hungry winter households, which are still symbols of this holiday.
 
Today, many have become oblivious to all but the most dramatic changes in weather, mainly because the food supply at the grocery store is not defined by local weather or seasons. But we Pagans still carry on the tradition, looking to the subtle changes of nature around us, noting the Sun is growing a deeper gold and the Sunrays slant larger and brighter into our rooms. Even during more frigid winters, if one tunes into Mother Earth, one can detect the slow but steady advance in the season. For example, the past few years here in Central Ohio, towards the end of January there has been a brief warm up or thaw before another round of harsh, cold weather. Each year, including this one, I haven't been alone in noticing how there were a few small flocks of birds migrating--in a northerly direction. I hadn't expected to see any this soon in the season, with at least one more round of more severe winter weather on the way. Another example, last year in a local news broadcast, Ohio fruit farmers talked about how some fruit crops may have already been ruined by the freezing of some early blossoms during the latter half of the winter.  And our winter last year was colder and longer than many we have recently had. Despite near record frigid weather there were still some early blossoms trying to come out. No matter what part of the country you may be in, during this period of the year, if you but tune to Mother Nature, you will find signs, subtle and faint, but manifesting Spring coming nonetheless. Our ancestors, in celebrating this holiday, were likely even more alert to such subtle changes, observing them in wonder and awe similar to what we feel today. They raised their prayers to our ancestral divine powers for these important time signs and thanked the Gods and Goddesses for reminders of another blessed Spring just over those snowy hills!
 
For those following the Celtic Pagan or Druid tradition, Imbolc is dedicated to the Goddess Brighid. Goddess of the hearth and of healing, a patroness of crafts and of poetry, Brighid was so beloved that the xtians, when they imposed their alien creed upon the Celtic peoples of the British Isles, were unable to eliminate reverence for her. They could not turn people against her with defamatory demonizing as they had done with other Deities, nor could they exile her into virtual oblivion by deceiving people into believing that she didn't exist. So, they tried to co-opt this beloved Goddess by turning her into a Catholic saint, and by attempting to convert the Brighid's Cross emblem associated with and sacred to her and with this holiday, into a purported christian logo.
 
On the Norse calendar this holiday is known as Charming of the Plow. It gets its name from the custom of preparing tools for the coming planting season by mending what needed to be, and by blessing (or “charming”) tools and implements to hopefully ensure more success during the coming year. The Goddess Nerthus is honored at this time. A Goddess of the Vanir race of Deities, Nerthus is revered as a primal Mother Earth Goddess. Before spring's rebirth is the gestation and initial stirring of life during the month in which Charming of the Plow and Imbolc are celebrated.
 
While some celebrate Charming of the Plow the same day as Imbolc (which makes more sense because of its half way point between Yule and Ostara), others do so on February 14 (Horning 14 on the Norse calendar), along with a feast and blot (ritual) honoring Thor. Thor with his mighty Mjollnir is revered as the champion of Asgard and Midgard against the continual threats of the frost giants or Jotuns and the powers of chaos, darkness and destruction they represent. In the Norse-Germanic cosmology symbolized by Yggdrasil, Asgard is the realm of the Aesir Gods and Goddesses, while Midgard is the realm or world of us humans. "Midgard" translates from Old Norse into English as "Middle Earth," and it is from Norse-Germanic lore that Tolkien got this term which readers and fans of his epic Lord of the Rings may recognize as meaning the forerunner of what is our own world.  An advancing frozen tundra which a winter landscape can appear to be can be seen to symbolize the advance of Jotun frost giants, encroaching upon and appearing to threaten to destroy our world. A retreating winter season can be seen as representing Thor driving back these forces of chaos, destruction and death. February 14 is also a date on which a feast in honor of the Norse God Vali may be held. Many people today may recognize this date more as Valentine's Day.
                                                                                                                                                           
                                                                                    Gandalf
Even though we may not kindle an actual flame these days, we can still turn to the healing goddess first thing in the morning and ask her to accompany us throughout the day.  I remember this while I enter the kitchen, heat up the teapot, and keep this prayer in the kitchen to recite as my recipe for the day:
 
"KINDLING THE FIRE"  
 
This morning, as I kindle the flame upon my hearth, I pray that the
flame of Brighid may burn in my soul, and the souls of all I meet today.  
I pray that no envy and malice, no hatred or fear, may smother the flame.
I pray that apathy and contempt, greed and arrogance may not pour like cold water on the flame.
May the Fire of Brighid spark the love in my soul, that it may burn brightly through the day.
May I warm those that are lonely, whose hearts are cold and lifeless, so that all may know the healing comfort of Brighid's love.
May my own Flame burn brightly, my hands work my goddess crafts, and my words be her poetry to all who listen today.
Each day it is important to me - to light a candle at some point as a tribute to the goddess, my faith, and to renew the ancient flame of the Goddess in my life, to say her name aloud.  How many centuries was this simple freedom not even possible?  Will the threat of violent faiths once again attempt to snuff the goddess flame from us?  It is ever so much more important  to rekindle daily  our beautiful love and faith in the ancient powers!  In the quiet of the evening I love to light a candle to blessed Brighid, and recite this prayer to her:
Lighting Brighid’s Fire
As it has been, so it shall be
Your sacred flame is tended by me
And we who are Keepers of the Flame
Shall evermore honour your name.
Burn Brighid’s Fire, burn so bright!
Goddess grant your vision unto me;
Guide my wandering faith tonight
With your sacred flame!                           
                                                                                            Rowana, ban Drui
 
Walk in Wonder, Think in Wisdom, Live in Truth, Believe in Magick!
Opening Invocation For Imbolc Rite:
 
At this time of year, we are feeling the very first stirrings of spring, the sun’s rays reach farther into our homes.  This is the time of Imbolc, the Feast of Light, the Feast of Brighid, and many other names by peoples who follow the turnings of the seasons of Mother Earth.
by Rowana the Druid
 
 
From an Imbolc ritual led by Rowana which I assisted, inspired by the Carmina Gadelica, from which Rowana adopted and composed this invocation:
Blessing of the Goddess :
Brighid, Every day and every night
That I say a prayer to Brighid, 
I shall not be killed, I shall not be harried,
I shall not be put in cell, I shall not be wounded,
Neither shall the Goddess leave me in forgetfulness.
No fire, no sun, no moon shall burn me,
No lake, no water, nor sea shall drown me,
No arrow  nor dart of fay shall wound me,
And I under the protection of Brighid,
And the Powers of my ancestors.
Charming of the Plow invocation for Nerthus, Norse Germanic Goddess of this holiday:
Nerthus, Nerthus, Nerthus, Earth Mother!
May the High Gods Freyr and Njord
Grant you fields to increase and flourish,
Fields fruitful and healthy,
Shining harvests and shafts of millet,
Broad harvests of barley.
Hail to you, Earth Mother of our people!
Bring forth Nature's golden bounty
Filled with life preserving goodness,
The sustenance of your people.
  From an Imbolc ritual led by Rowana which I assisted:
In Ages long ago,
We walked with the High Ones.
We worshipped by Oak and Ash,
By Grove and Well, On hill and glade,
On ship deck, and the shores of new lands.
We knew the secrets of life and the Universe,
That stirred our blood and reached the skies,
Whispered to us by the High Ones who gave us life.
Close were we to the magic of nature
And we walked with magic in all our ways.
Now as kindred of like paths, we are meet again!
Now we stand in a time that is our time
And our hearts reach through all time
To Renew our faith in the olde ways
And the olde powers of our hearts.
We call to the Powers of Healing
At this time of cold and freezing.
We call to the Powers of Poetry and Telling
While we live close to one another  -
Reach out to each other with our  words
And retell the Olde lessons of our People.
We call to the Power of Fires and Smith Crafting - 
That FORCE which first spoke to our ancestors,
Teaching them to fashion survival from the bones of Mother Earth
 Leading us to fashion all forms of tools and beauty
As our hands wait for Spring’s return…
And we ride the Wheel of Life as it turns.
We gather to be revitalized by each other.
We gather to honor the powers we believe in.
We gather to honor Brighid, the Great Goddess
Of healing, of the hearth’s fire, of poetry and crafting
And we honor and respect other powers
That sing in the hearts of those Who meet here.
High Ones!  Hear us!  Be With us!
Rekindle and Empower the ancient spark of magic within us!
From blot or ritual for Thor and Vali, celebrated either during or around the time of Charming of the Plow, by some more on Feb 14 (Horning 14):
The sun will not tarry, now changes the light,
Nor colors that marry the Day to the Night. 
Cold wither is waning as each year before,
Relinquishing strength to the High God Thor.
For today has no brother in yesterday's tide,
And tomorrow no other alike it does hide.
This day is a token of oath and behest
That never shall be broken through ill days and blessed.
Here we pay honor to Vali and Thor
As the ancients before us in old days of yore.
On Sun, you now rise and wax!
From winter you soon will be free!
Amidst all that you gain how gainful are we.
O witness of darkness wide over the earth,
Rise up on the morrow to look at our mirth!
Dark are the days of winter each year,
and good is all growing save thraldom and fear.
The world will not wither and die
While yet the Sun hovers aloft in the sky.
As Thor drives back the cold winter chill,
The seasons keep turning,
Keep turning they will.
Epiphany
I gave myself to Odin,
And I found a deeper meaning to life.
I gave myself to Thor,
And I discovered a strength unknown to me.
I gave myself to Freyja,
And knew true love for the first time.
I gave myself to Balder,
And realized there was goodness within me.
I gave myself to Frigga,
And I felt the comforting arms of a mother.
I gave myself to Idunn,
And I rediscovered my youthfulness.
I gave myself to Tyr,
And I was no longer afraid to fight.
I gave myself to Njord,
and became aware I had wealth enough.
I gave myself to the Gods of Old,
 And I found my true self !

                                                                            - Glenn Bergen, Copyright, 2013

pine tree reflection project



Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Ahh, that's better! Made a few changes,  added some color and some pizzazz. Yeah, this is getting there. You know,I wouldn't have a blog if I didn't keep getting kicked out of the free speech forums. I just need a hug and a place to vent my spleen so here we are: Akingus Raging Gall Bladder!
  Things have changed a bit since I started this abortion of a blog. Got rid of alot of the so-called 'friends who were actually just passing acquaintances, dumbasses and drunks. Now I can hang out with my artist buddies instead, who, btw, offer me much more creative energy than the latter. 
  I'll be subjecting you visitors to my paintings, drawing and yes, my ramblings about work so grab a cold one, sit back and enjoy the ride!
Here's my first art project: a portrait of Fay Wray.  Got a 92% which was a surprise but I nice one. The pic wasn't sealed so by the time I got it back it was sort of smudges but meeeeh, wth?